A lesson in love

At times without even realising it you find yourself in the same mess you thought you got rid of some time back

Ever woke up in a bed next to someone whom swore you will never have relations with again 

I mean you didn't mean too and it's not like you just tripped and fell in bed with them 

it just happened 

I know this makes no sense at all 

There's no logic to putting yourself in a place to get burned again but you still do it 

You know the results 

You know exactly how its gonna end 

But you still go in 

Hoping for the best in a the worse kinda situation 

Funny thing is when you wake up and it's time to leave that you realise what you just did 

and the other person looks at you with those eyes and you both know what happened wasn't suppose to happen 

But here we are , again 

Me and you in each others arms 

This feels so comfortable and familiar but we both know what is about to happen in the next few minutes 

We both gonna wake up , i'm gonna get dressed and we are not gonna talk again for a couple of months 

You're gonna hate me im gonna hate you , we gonna hate ourselves 

and some time months later 

you just couldn't help but say "Hi" to me 

and I made the biggest mistake by responding

Here we are again 

Months later in each others arms , again 

It's been said insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results 

But this is not mathematics our hearts don't calculate with the same equation 

When a heart breaks it doesn't break even 

When all hope is gone in each other but yet still months down the road 

It's gonna start all over with a " Hi "

I choose to believe

Faced with the truth
Obligated to turn from your ways
A new day has dawned
A new smile has risen
The old has been buried
The future as bright as you wish it to be
The fate of your heart in your hands
Do you move forward or stop in your tracks and look for signs that will tell you to make the plunge and hope for the best
Do you give it your all again and pray it goes right this time
Do you give yourself a chance at the new and see what it has to offer
Or do you prefer the familiar
The, been there done that kinda ways
I have always believed
Even though I have burnt my fingers time and time again
I choose to believe
I don't really have a fancy life nor many things to look forward too
But i'm prepared to wait for it  
Even now that I know how it ends
I can't help myself
So I choose to believe in you
All I need is your best and nothing less
So will I give to you
All I need is your all
And mine you shall have
I don't know you yet
I don't know if I have met you yet
I don't know if your waiting for me
I don't know if you will recognize me when you see me
I don't know much at all
All I know is that I choose to believe in you
I only hope you choose to believe in me as well

Human nature

It has come to my attention that if you have person in your life who can makes you happy they can make you sad
Make you smile they can make you mad
Make you laugh they can make you cry
Make you high they can make you low
But the point here is that it is the reality of human nature
It is how we have been conditioned
We were not born this way
Coming to think of it , look at this scenario : If you were born in a christian household chances are you would be christian and you would have christian values and so forth .
If you were born in an islamic household you would be islamic and also in this case you would hold islamic values , the same could be said to a roman catholic , muslim child etc .

I find it strange that we cannot decide these things for ourselves just like if you were born next door you would have had all those toys and went to all those holidays but because the coin fell and left you with the parents you have , your stuck I mean just imagine if you were born next door all those things would have been yours and all the experiences that the neighbour child has would have been yours right ?

Well I think not , every child is born with a specific purpose and non can compare to each other
the most difficult thing in life is acceptance of who and what you are
If you cannot accept who you are and your family structure you are doomed to in most cases repeat the same mistakes as your parents made with you
Every morning when we wake up we have a chance to not only accept where and what we are but we can change it but I repeat the most important step is acceptance , trying to be like everyone else will be you're down fall in life
Only try to excel better than the person you were yesterday

“What I am really saying is that you don’t need to do anything, because if you see yourself in the correct way, you are all as much extraordinary phenomenon of nature as trees, clouds, the patterns in running water, the flickering of fire, the arrangement of the stars, and the form of a galaxy. You are all just like that, and there is nothing wrong with you at all.”
― Alan Watts

You will smile again

I want you to smile at yourself because you are beautiful
And don't let anybody I mean no opinion tell you any different
The thing I learned about life is that most people are going to see your flaws
And not your beauty , it's sad but true
Your going to be perfect to most but you will always be perfect for the heart God has for you
You have to understand that there is going to be somebody , somewhere at sometime thats is going to find something wrong with you
But the something wrong that they find is nothing but right for the heart that is meant to love you
You might be too outgoing or shy in their eyes but you know what , you have the perfect personality for the heart that is meant to love you
The first step to being unhappy in life, I learned this a long time ago is trying to please everybody
People are different they have different tastes
But never let those differences make you insecure about who you are
I want you to stop spending so much time in the mirror judging yourself, critiquing , bashing and I want you to start spending the rest of your life appreciating and loving yourself
You're beautiful because God says so
And that's all the confirmation that you need
I said this before and i will say it again, there will always be something wrong with you that is not right to a person who is not right for you
Your flaws are perfect for the heart that is meant to love you
Find someone who accept you for you
I want you to stay beautiful and I want you to keep practising that smile it all starts with you

Heat from the fire

when firefighters come to a burning house they come to put out the fire
but as a people we feel the heat from the fire
one can even say heat is the perfect personification of fire
so what burns you is not the fire , it is the heat .
but when the firefighters come they come to put out the fire and not the heat
you see without the fire there is no heat and you can't put out the heat without putting out the fire ?

when we are in battles in our lives just exactly who are we fighting against
have we established who the enemy is , your greatest enemy will hide in a place where you least expected
yes I'm talking about the battle field it is in the mind that we win or lose our battles in life
think of all the times you once started a project and how far you came to finishing it
you see we are our own greatest enemies
and most importantly we need to put value on the information we have , you see its not that most of us don't know how to save or lose weight or start a new business or whatever it is we want to do
it is in our minds where we win and sadly it is in our minds where we lose
if you have no objectives or a score sheet about the things you wish to do anything you do will seem like you're accomplishing something where else all you are is a busy person
when you have no goals and plans about your life anything that keeps you busy is better than doing nothing
you see it is in your mind where you win
In the fire there is a lot of hard work and sweat ,tears
in the heat success comes
so you see if you simply put out the fire it is near impossible to enjoy the heat