The Morning After

"Hush, don't say a word 

I can't even explain what I'm feeling 

Feeling, lying next to you 

Ooh feels so good 

Don't let the words ruin the moment 

Please don't say nothing 

I know you might feel guilty babe 

Don't let the mind do the speaking 

Just let the heart do the leading 

Cause we gave each other what we both wanted 

Look what we've started"

Honestly we just had one too many drinks and well, oooops.
I mean we both just met a few hours ago, started talking and dancing, got some shots and had a late dinner, the infamous burger and chips. Last I remember we were eating and walking, next thing we were back at my place. You went straight for the bed and I took the couch, wasn't really sure how to go about it at first, then I decided to join you and you made space for me and I held you in my arms. We caught our self staring at each other and as I proceeded to kiss you, you reciprocated by meeting me halfway, we laughed after we kissed. After some heavy breathing and soft gentle touches, one thing left to the next and we woke up in the morning with smiles on our faces. And yes for those that are a bit slow , we did the deed. Now as we lay in bed, sober, you without make up on, we were both in our baby suits and felt a bit funny about the whole situation.

She then asked me if I was seeing anyone?.....
I paused for a minute I had to make sure I responded tactically cause it's a very dangerous question to ask someone The Morning After. So I tried being smart and answered: Yes i'm seeing someone , i'm seeing you right now. She laughed and Said: I mean are you dating anyone? So I asked her what she wanted for breakfast? We got dressed and went out for breakfast. She was a funny young lady very smart and beautiful but yeah it is what it is. As we left the restaurant after breakfast I asked her where she was going after, and she said she was going back to the flat with me, " Shit I had to think quick on my feet, going home with me naaaah aaaaah baby girl" Told her i'm going to Johannesburg to go visit a friend, she said it's cool we can go together, " F&*^ this girl couldn't take a hint" told her it's a boys thing so she said ok cool and that I should call her when I came back "I never saw her again"

looking back at the whole thing I guess we should have spoken before we did the deed so that we were both on the same page. I often reflect on what would have happened if I called and saw her again. Honestly I don't really regret not calling. I am a douchebag right? I should have called, such is life. Moving right along.