Friday, 2 October 2015

At My Lowest



I have been so high the thought of being low never crossed my mind. There is a saying "when you are wining who thinks about loosing"
No one on top ever takes time to think about being on the bottom. We like winning, we all do. No one wants to loose but the sad reality is we all loose, no one is immune to the pain of a great lose. I often reflect on the best times of my life, at a point where I even thought it just couldn't get better than this. The thing is life is full of ups and downs. I have been the presence of men who have it all, the fancy things and clothes but they cant even remember the last time they went home because they have non. You see we all loose, in some form or shape be it monetary, emotional, physical or what have you. The honest truth is no other person can wear your shoes better than you can, even if they think they can. We have all been given enough. I have traveled and seen a lot in my 20 something odd years in this world and I can tell you for certain that we all loose.

I'm at a point in my life right now where it seems like I loose all the time. Like everything i touch just comes crashing down, i find it hard to breath at times I have to get away and just go to the mountains and be at peace before i have to come back down and deal with it all. Every time i loose i get stronger and tougher. Every time I get disappointed I become harder, a strong shell, it takes a lot to break me now. I am ready for the next chapter in my life.

You might be loosing in some aspect of your life at the moment. You may be feeling like life is leaving you behind. Like your the last one to cross the finish line. I want to tell you this it takes great courage to dust your self of and try again, people like us are strong, we don't scare easily, we don't break down easily, we stand tall and try again because we know greater is He in us than the one in the world. We might loose often but when we win, we win for life.